Kurama’s Haven

I can’t concentrate on anything, with black and white eyes
I just keep at it earnestly
There is nothing I can do for you
Back then
What made me feel? What made me satisfied?
Did I really understand myself?

Please don’t go anywhere
Please don’t go anywhere

Why now of all times
Am I wishing I could turn back time a year?
Back then I didn’t think
Today would be the same as yesterday

Please don’t go anymore
Please don’t go anymore

I knew I couldn’t walk anymore if I closed my eyes
But all alone, I closed my eyes
I knew I couldn’t keep going if I looked away
But all alone, I looked away

At some point I hurt you
And said words I didn’t mean
I was unable to hurt you without acting spoilt
What do I want now?

Please don’t go anywhere
Please don’t go anywhere
Please don’t go anymore
Please don’t go anymore

I can’t walk anymore
I can’t walk anymore
I can’t walk anymore, I can’t

-by Chatmonchy, Romaji Title: “Daidai”

Peach - Otsuka Ai

taiyou sansan
moriagaru kotoshi wa uta itai
kibun runrun
nomitai houdai waraitai
(Oh what a bright day
On this exciting year, I wanna sing
Oh what a good feeling
I wanna laugh as much as I can drink)

yureru yureru kokoro ni
dokidoki shitai na
soremo sou kana rakuen
ah~ ah~ ah~
natsu da ne
(Moved by the excitement
I wanna feel my heart pound
Either that or be in paradise
Ah~Ah~Ah~
So this is summer)

peach
hikkurikaeru ai no mark
itten de fuantei dakara
sugu itten suru dakedo
kaeshite miseru yo
(Peach!
The shape of an upside-down heart
It’s a little shaky with one point
So I’ll flip it around
And return it to you)

peach
hikkurikaeru ai no mark
nanbai mono power ga hitsuyou
ganbatte miseru yo
aishichau kara
(Peach!
The shape of an upside-down heart
Therefore it’s necessary for more power
But I’ll do my best
For I’ll fall in love with you)

yuu’utsu ni bye bye
sonna hima wa nai motta inai
dappi de bye bye
ii tokoro mitara chance desho
(Say goodbye to depression
I don’t have the time, it’s a waste
With a molting goodbye
Search out for a good chance)

hitamukisa ga daiji nee
wasureta ano hi
itsu no ma ni yogoreta n da
ah~ ah~ ah~
tsukushimaasu
(Earnestness is important
The day I had forgotten it
I suddenly realized I was in trouble
Ah~Ah~Ah~
But I’ll learn)

peach
oishii darake no yuuwaku
sukoshi kurai shinpai shitatte ii janai
shinjiteru kedo
(Peach!
The delicious temptation
It’s okay to worry a little
Though I trust you)

peach
oshiri ga hoshii kereba ageru wa
sashigeteki na yoru to iyashi no asa yooi suru ne
(Peach!
If you want, you can have it
The thrilling night and the therapeutic morning)

suikonda naka ni zatteta akuma to tenshi
osedo osedo hiki
moto ni kaeshitara
high touch !
(
In this mixture of devil and angel
I slowly, slowly moved away
After returning it to the right place
High touch!)

peach !
nanigoto mo balance
otagai my pace
rhythm ni awasete
JUMP! JUMP!
(Peach!
Everything will balance
We’re at the same pace
Together, following the rhythm
Jump! Jump!)

peach !
yappa isshoni iyou yo
iru beki da yo
kigen nao shite tanoshi mou you ka ra natsu wo~
(Peach!
Let’s be together
It’s best to stick together
Let’s swallow our sadness and have a blast in the summer)

peach
hikkurikaeru ai no mark
nanbai mono power ga hitsuyou
ganbatte miseru yo
(Peach!
The shape of an upside-down heart
Therefore it’s necessary for more power
But I’ll do my best)

aishichau kara (3x)
For I’ll fall in love with you
I’ll fall in love with you
I’ll fall in love with you

Oh, yeah! My brother Ramil goes to Merlion City
and he’s there for a job hunt while I am currently using his PC in his
room for this blog entry. So how are we today in his absence for mom’s
birthday? Honestly, nakakapanibago. Wala na kasing kinukulit si Bastin na ninong niya
and no one scolds him back either. Whenever its time for breakfast nor
dinner, I see to it that there’s something to be served in the table
which he would definitely agree with. There’s always an exemption– do
you know that. Cuz I think he’s very american when it comes to the
dishes he gobbles.

No one has been absent in mom’s birthday
except our father, we all are aware of that. So now, there’s two of
them. Definitely in the succeeding celebrations he won’t be around as
well (panu na ang Pasko at New Year kapag wala ka— naks, ankulit!).
Mom was sitting beside me a while ago and she asks how is it gonna be
if I will be away too? Would my kids be at stake? I’ll think about it
over and over. So anyhoo, this is also the first time that Ram does not
part-take with the contributions for mom’s day. I had a very large tray
of Carbonara today, and so the Chuas and the Maigues were all here to
party with us.

Prior to his leave, here are some of the recent photos
from the recent event Ram had with us. Only I wasn’t able to save a
photo of the group who dropped by two days before his departure.

Labels:
Brother Ramil Ian Goes to Singapore
http://irishnymph.blogspot.com/2008/08/has-gone-to-singapura.html

Life by YUI

In the familiar, dirty city
We walked with our heads down, unable to laugh in the same way
People hurry past
“Has your dream come true?” I’m still struggling

I’d rather try living well now than go back to when I was a kid
Cowardice is being born

I went out to a place where the sun shone and held out my arms
And thought “Could I cross the sky?”

I still can’t see any wings to fly with
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living

Just picking up a wet puppy
Made tears overflow in a way that was funny
I want to be loved, I just want to be loved
I said, but you can’t just long for something

When I was a kid there were days when I hurt my mother terribly
I want to change everything now

I went out to a place where the sun shone and gripped tightly with my hands
I can smash that place, that time, and change my life

But there’s no way I can tell you everything that’s in my heart
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living

I go out to a place where the sun shines and open up a map, but
I know…you know…You can’t help getting lost
I can change my life

All the days that have passed have made me who I am now
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living

Wind by Akeboshi

Cultivate your hunger before you idealize
Motivate your anger to make them realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down?
Break in to the contents, never falling down

My knee is still shaking like I was 12
Sneaking out the classroom by the back door
A man railed at me twice but I didn’t care
Waiting is wasting for people like me

Don’t try to live so wise
Don’t cry coz you’re so right
Don’t dry with fakes or fears
Coz you will hate yourself in the end

Don’t try to live so wise
Don’t cry coz you’re so right
Don’t dry with fakes or fears
Coz you will hate yourself in the end

You say: "dreams are dreams
I ain’t gonna play the fool anymore"
You say: "coz I still got my soul"

Take your time baby your blood needs to slow down
"Breach your soul" "reach yourself before you gloom"
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing
Shadows of nothing…

You still are blind, if you see the winding road
Coz there is always a straight way to the point you see

Don’t try to live so wise
Don’t cry coz you’re so right
Don’t dry with fakes or fears
Coz you will hate yourself in the end

Don’t try to live so wise
Don’t cry coz you’re so right
Don’t dry with fakes or fears
Coz you will hate yourself in the end

Don’t try to live so wise
Don’t cry coz you’re so right
Don’t dry with fakes or fears
Coz you will hate yourself in the end

Coz you will hate yourself in the end
Coz you will hate yourself in the end
Coz you will hate yourself in the end
Coz you will hate yourself in the end

It’s been ages (oh yes it has been ages!) since I made my last blog entry.  It’s not like I didn’t have the time (I do have all the time) but I guess I don’t have that ‘mood’ to write just about anything.

4:20am, just finished watching another Maki-Horikita movie (that’s all I’ve been doing during these past few weeks).. soon I would have had watched all her films and have nothing left to do.

Oh well.. in a month or two I’ll be off somewhere, somewhere I’ve been to.  It’s really nice there whew.. this time I’d be all by myself.  I really hope I’d do well, find a good job as soon as I find a cozy place to stay.  Thanks to my great mom & dad for being supportive (not only financially).. they’re simply the best! Love you guys!!  I’d be sure to  pay you back ten-fold. nyahahaha!

…

-shu

"Tempo" in music is the speed or beat rate of a certain piece, may it be the fast and lively Prestissimo, moderate Moderato, or the very slow Larghissimo.

However, tempo in chess parlance is the TIME gained giving a positional advantage in a game.

Others associate tempo with pace or momentum.

Nuff’ lecturing.. let’s go back to the topic.. hmm..
I really think I’ve lost that thing. That ‘beat’, that ‘time’, and even that ‘pace’… with what? Perhaps with my life?  Specifically with my work.. I don’t know how (or should I say I can’t reveal how) or don’t know why (or rather I can’t say why).. many many factors did affect my decision of filing that letter. (*still my immediate superior won’t acknowledge it, but hey that won’t make my head bigger..) Oh well.. I maybe a quitter, but hell no I’m a loser

I used to think that waiting is wasting for people like me.. whatever..

Before I go, I’ll be leaving everything nice and smooth. Oh yeah… smooooth that is.. and I know in due time, I’ll be regaining that lost tempo..

I’m not making any sense. LOL.
Thanks wikipedia for the Tempo~Music thing

I’ll be sleeping now. Nyt everyone!

(~.~)

What a wonderful day today.
It’s a good day to go out & play.

The sun’s so high,
And so am I..

Everything seems so gray,
You’re the only one that seems okay.

News have wings and fly,
Reaches the sky before you know why..

I remember you in every way.
As time goes by day by day..

-shuuichi17 12/09/2007
*great minds think alike! darn..

• I would like to thank Armak Tape Corporation for giving me the first present ever (uhmm that is for the current year!) weeee! Much appreciated Sobrang aga pa ha. heheehe.. Arigatou guzaimasou! -12/04/2007

• bought myself a new pc! /hmm (regalo ko sa sarili ko tsk tsk..)

• hmm.. salamat narin sa mga susunod pang magbibigay ng regalo

Back again ‘eh? Nani~nandato? Hehehe.. I’m back to playing pRO (Philippine Ragnarok Online) not in Chaos (Baldur) server, but in Valkyrie.  It’s been a while since I last made a blog entry, (kinda have no spare time at all) but hey today I’ve got plenty of that. Too bad.. due to some technical concerns my computer won’t allow me to play as much as I wanted too.  (VGA concerns /sob /swt…I get disconnected every other 5mins or so) oh well.. need to get a new one perhaps! and oh, I need it ASAP! LOLx.. I love playing pRO, brings back alot of memories… good memories.. *sigh*… /wah..

Kyudo where arth thou?  for info, Kyudo is our mainstay, errr.. original GM of Ðe[u]ce, hmm.. super baet, kakamiss good ‘ol boss hunt days ~ even the siege days! too bad had no screen shots left since i’ve re-formatted this hard disk several times..silly me..

Ðe[u]ce definition: At par with, or of equal status.. just like in tennis.. Joms aka Kyudo dreamed of us being considered as one of the best guilds in pRO-Chaos.. and oh, we’re an anti-bot guild /heh.. that was decades ago..

Your song ~ Elton John:
It’s a little bit funny, this feeling inside I’m not one of those,
who can easily hide
don’t have much money but girl if I did,
I’d buy a big house where we could both live… /ho

Mada mada… dito nalang muna.. hanapan ko muna driver on-board graphics card ko.. /sob.. sana maayos ko na to’!